Saturday, July 15, 2006
There is just so much I wanna blog about. But i guess i'll just stick to one entry a day. Not everyone reads my blog everyday either... so it's not good to blog too much? Like if you only come once a week and you suddenly see 4 long entries. You wouldn't want to read all would you? Or rather, you just want to get over and done with them right? That means, everyone would naturally tag on the latest entry. HA. Right.. I don't know what I am writing right now. Because i just can't get my mind to think properly... I don't know how to feel right now. I feel sad.
Random thoughts about us..
I may not fully understand what you are going through right now.
I know that you are hurt and disappointed. But I know that I can never fully emphatise with you.
It feels like we are world's apart because we are undergoing different struggles right now.
It wasn't like that in the past. Because we went through secondary school and jc life all the same.
Sigh, there's this so near yet so far feeling.
Although you are just infront of me, there is just this invisible conversation barrier.
I do not know what to say when I see you.
What if i say something wrong?
I feel helpless.
I felt that I haven't been there for you.
I am genuinely concern for you.
I hope you know that.
Somehow, I'd rather you be honest with me.
I'd rather you tell me how you feel.
I want to be in your shoes.
I want to go through this with you. But it takes two hands to clap.
I am ready to listen. But are you ready to share?
Maybe I've done something wrong.
Like you said, you desperately need to talk to me.
And I desperately want to hear from you.
I applaude you for masking your feelings. I know deep down you feel like crap.
I am sorry for being so insesitive.
I am sorry I don't have the courage to pray for you on the spot.
But you know I cover you in my personal prayers.
As reality sinks in, it really bites.
Now's the time to let go and let God.
It has been a tough journey for you.
But don't give up yeah?
Cling on to God dearly.
Remember I want to be there for you....
I just wanted to say I really treasure you...
*you may refer to a number of people.
YOu may not be reading this right now.. maybe you never will because you haven't read my blog for a long time! You never tagged (perhaps once in a blue moon) I wanted to let you know that it makes me sad to see you this way. I want to see your smile again. I want to see the cheery side of you again.
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