Sunday, May 21, 2006
Goodness gracious me.. The retreat is in another 2 weeks time. But I feel so unprepared! I'm supposed to feel excited and all, but looking at the state I am in, I am more stressed/scared than excited. I mean, most of us know that the retreat is the time where there presence of God is so strong and everyone is on a spiritual high. And if I am playing like how I am playing now, there is a possibility that I will pull down the whole atmosphere! AHHHH... stressed!
According to grace (the trainee keyboardist overseer) , today's playing was disastrous! I thought it was better than the last. But she said it was worst. I trust her opinions because she has much more experience than I do. =( Firstly, I was not familiar with the songs. Secondly, my tempo was not there. Thirdly, I was not sure of my chords. AHHHHHHHHH... This is not good at all!
In conclusion, I have to be well prepared. How? By practising more often. But I am already practising. Am I not cut out to play? =( The song lists for retreat are not out yet and I seriously do not know how I am going to survive playing on the ball. Does this come with experience? Sigh..
I shall be faithful in my service to the Lord and I believe He will give me more.
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