Flushed Away

Monday, November 19, 2007

Lost.

Season 4?
I've lost my mood to do anything.. anything at all.
I've lost myself today.
I've lost the battle at the exam hall today.
And now I'm lost.... simply because I have no motivation to do anything already...

It sucks to know that you're the only one who thinks the paper is difficult.
It sucks to see everyone frantically writing during the exam and YOU have nothing to write.
It sucks even more to KNOW that you've actually prepared for the paper, but because you FREAKED out during the weekend and NOTHING went into your head while studying, and you LOSE the whole point of it all - to prove that you know your stuff.

I am very upset.
I've never felt so much for an exam before.
I've never cried myeslf to bed because of an exam.
But this one did.
I wonder why...

*SIAO!*

Maybe I'm a little distracted, maybe I got distracted, maybe I AM distracted. *SHRUGS*

For now, I just pray that God will restore that "sian-ness"... that He'll knock some sense into me and I'll get down to work again... that I'll get a favorable examiner...

This is as raw as it gets

it was recorded.
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9:08 PM

&; Things to do for the rest of 2009

1. Cook!
2. Learn how to cook from grandma.
3. Learn how to cook from mummy.

Still thinking.. =)

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