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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Why Did I Even Allow It To Happen!?

And so I took the paper that i dreaded most.
I went for a war yesterday morning.
And I think I might have lost the war halfway through the paper.
WHY DID I EVEN ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN?
Why didn't I trust God enough?
I studied the hardest for this paper.
Yet, it might have felt like the worst paper ever.
Why did I even let the mid terms affect my enthusiasm for the module?

I find no answer.
But I think I trusted myself more than I trusted God.
It was a mistake.

Distraught, but I am still gonna work my hardest for my next 2 papers and my last semster. May I do this not by my own strength, together with God.


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April 15th

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&; Things to do for the rest of 2009

1. Cook!
2. Learn how to cook from grandma.
3. Learn how to cook from mummy.

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